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The brainworms- they have me. They have me guys, it's only a matter of time before i'll be consumed by the CRT sauce...
Nah but like fr though Tenna has my heart. Like Susie is a character I relate to in one of those weird, almost uncomfortable kind of ways? Like it feels too real? If that makes sense? And I like, think shes cool and stuff, but shes not really a character I'd like, super obsess over, shes just not one of those types. She's regular enjoyment. Thematically, from a shorter than usual distance. With perhaps some fanarts and silly comics. But Tenna... Ohhhhh Tenna Tenna Tenna... No wonder he exploded in popularity when he finally showed up in chapter 3... He's just got one of those personalities, man. Combined with the tv head thing thats super cartoony and silly, ripe for the fanfiction-ing, the drawing... oouuugrghhh the drawing... the gay divorce LMAOOO tbf I dont really get the appeal of spamton, at least the post bigshot era in terms of thirst, but hes slowly growing on me the more I see of them both. Perhaps there is some kinda charm to that weirdo little mailman. Tenna clears everyone for now though, no questions asked. I can already feel a main hyperfixation forming (which is great cause MHA both kinda got boring for me for a long time, and is now over... lol)
I want to beat him with hammers and throw him in a carton of spoilt milk (lovingly)

Oh and I also love the designs for everyone and unreasonable amount... especially the shadowguys... so much so, that i doodled myself as one BEHSVFJSDV
Not that it really required any "designing" on my part since its just... a shapely shadow lol
usually im not the type to ever self insert into anything, i usually vicariously live through a character so if im just wholesale throwing my ass into a deltarune design you know the hyperfixation is hitting hard. I feel like a little kid doodling my sonic ocs again LOL. Seriously though the shadowguys design is so peak. Simple, easy to read, and very shapely. 10/10 for fun moon-face shaped men.

COMPUTERSSS AUUGHHH
I have another freaking computer problem im going to explode... this is getting to be very expensive like PLEASE can it just work already. thankfully it doesnt seem too pressing so I can keep using it for a bit for, like, figure 2 months max before its a big issue. But these fuckin power supply units man... and now apparently its something with the processor too? plus my fans are facing eachother so its weird there too, so thats gotta get rotated. at least it seems like the microcenter people know whats going on even if theyre the ones that didnt catch the issue initially. but holy moly this stuff is expensive as hell. Im hoping i get a break a bit since this is the third time ive had to go there now and its such a trek to get there, but eh.... gahhh...

not to mention im so ungodly behind on commissions.... I gotta get my ass in gear.

Easter
Easter was nice, I got to have dinner with my fam, talk to my cousins for a bit and I had a cheesecake that I was fighting for my life trying to eat.... between how full I was and my milk allergy im glad im not doubled over right now lol. worth it 10/10 would eat cheesecake again.

it started off kinda shitty and chaotic though cause my dad dropped a glass cologne bottle onto his foot and cut open his toe right as we were about to leave. so that was certainly something.

College is... over? ... what now?
I sent in my last final assignments... So... I guess that means college is over. Like... forever until/if I need something more than a bachelors or something. I got crazy anxious submitting the final assignment and I sorta calmed down now, but man uh.... not too keen on just, being in "life" right now. It sorta feels like I was trained to swim really well and now im just supposed to climb a mountain forever when its like um.... that isnt what i was trained for- how am I supposed to do this??

that and i guess i just have free time now? like, with nothing really weighing on my head....? ish? Im just glad i have actual stuff to do and goals and freelance jobs im getting, I think that softened the blow a bit. If I didnt id probably really be shitting my pants rn.

In other news- I bought the 1 dollar xbox game pass so i could play minecraft with a friend, and what games do i see other than banjo and kazooie, banjo and tootie, AND costume quest- and apparently theres a second costume quest??? I have to play them all. I replayed the demo games endlessly as a kid on my xbox360. Im still so charmed by banjo and kazooie to this day- though I was kinda shocked to see how they really put an emphasis on fat=bad in terms of comedy. Like to be fair, its a game made in like, 1998, so yknow... Im just surpised I didnt pick up on it as a kid. I just liked the silly cartoon characters and kazooie, who I didnt even realize was apparently a she? I assumed she was a dude as a kid and never paid attention to the dialogue LOL

oh and ive been like insanely addicted to playing minecraft in my forever world i started. something something escapism from stress something something I want to make it my happy place something something I should probably have hobbies instead of working 24/7.

Uweeehhhh
uuwehh I gotta get back on track with my work... I ended up getting fixated on this site and i got to much shit to do, plus ive been tired as hell just kinda zombie-walking through the entire day, waking up late as shit...
I dunno, im all outta sorts. I feel like im in a weird limbo for some reason. Plus i messed up my sleep schedule so badly lol

Dangaronpa 3 and Ocs
Ive been watching the grumps play danganronpa 3 and its a very different game then the first two. I'm missin nagitos shenanigans but overall I think the cast of the 2nd game is the strongest. the third just feels like meh to me for some reason. That and ive been trying to get out of a little post nov 6th depression, mainly by trying to work on the next oc video project I want to make. I was already kinda losing steam for a while now but I think I may be crashing. I gotta get back into the routine of doing stuff and making things. Once I get started then I tend to keep going.

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